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What's your first memory of the night sky?

Posted on Jun 1st, 2008 by Resurrected1 : Ariela the Quantum Leaper Resurrected1
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for June 01, 2008:

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Although I know I've looked at the sky as a tot in Trinidad...where the sky is black and there are zillions of stars visible...I don't recall any special time.

The first memorable time stargazing would be when I was about 6 or 7...responsible and trustworthy enough to have my dad take me up to our rooftop on a hot summer night (no AC then) to sleep because there was more of a breeze up there.
(sighhhh...Miss You Daddy!)

Oh, that was so much fun. HE was so much fun. He made me the most comfortable awesome bed up there with piles of comforters and we lay back and watched the skies. Every two minutes a plane would fly overhead...eventually something flew over us that Was Not an airplane...I kept insisting it was a UFO...he kept trying to rationalize it. LOL. I still believe it was a UFO...it made not a sound and stayed still for a loooong time, and finally zoomed away faster than a plane....in the opposite direction as it was flying.

And so began my love of Looking Up :-D
I DO go out stargazing whenever weather permits...in the summer I pretty much camp out outside my house (on my patio now and in my previous house, on the deck or rooftop) and watch the stars and Moon Bathe.
I try to catch every Eclipse and Meteor shower or other phenomenon :-D

Here's something...have you ever noticed (in daytime too) that if you're laying on your back on the ground skygazing that eventually you don't know which way is up? You feel like you're in the 'sky' looking down? :-D
Some nights I look at the stars and constellations so long that I could swear that all the stars are just lights on some massive spaceship :-D LOL.

PS...the photo above is something I've found during my spare-time activity...which is to help astronomers classify galaxies (whether they're spiral, eliptic or merging) :-D Seriously ;-)
I thought this one was very interesting and saved it.
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When have you felt unconditionally accepted?

Posted on Jun 2nd, 2008 by Resurrected1 : Ariela the Quantum Leaper Resurrected1
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for June 02, 2008:

Every Day for the past year, here at Gaiaadz :-D

Here I feel absolutely unconditionally accepted...even Loved unconditionally.
The people in my physical circle are just not ready to hear what WE have to say here. They are not people who want to change the world, or BE the change in the world...they're all pretty much status-quo and keepin-up-with-the-Joneses type.
I can't change them, that's who they are.

Myself, I love coming here for the Resonance...because I don't have to keep explaining myself and what I mean by what I say or think. You guys GET me. And you're always here :-D LOL.

I Love You All, every one of you...and I Thank You all for being a part of my Life. I am Honored and Blessed to have you all as friends.

Hugs and Kisses and plenty of Love,
~Ariela
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What is the best use of your imagination?

Posted on Jun 4th, 2008 by Resurrected1 : Ariela the Quantum Leaper Resurrected1
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for June 04, 2008:

 Ignoring You  Uhhh....to USE it...hello.
To bring it into This Reality in Form...To Birth It and Allow it to come through ;-)

Watch an artist or listen to a musician...they're doing it...they're plucking something out of
NOWHERE and Inserting it into NOW HERE.

Or watch the greatest show on Earth...a Woman Giiving Birth. We make People. Tongue Out

**in my best Eve voice** I say, "How you like Them Apples?" LMAO

 Cool   
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What's your guiding question?

Posted on Jun 6th, 2008 by Resurrected1 : Ariela the Quantum Leaper Resurrected1
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for June 06, 2008:

"Does this resonate with me and Who I Am?"

buddha


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What is your relationship to touch?

Posted on Jun 11th, 2008 by Resurrected1 : Ariela the Quantum Leaper Resurrected1
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for June 11, 2008:

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It's a Looooooooove Relationship.

I Love Touch.
I Love it in every sense (and some extra-senses too, lol).
I Love touching physically...but also spiritually, verbally, mind touching, heart touching, Soul touching...

These are all Meetings...reaching out beyond ourselves...asking another (and the Self) non-verbally to be quiet and express through their actions.

I touch everything, especially when in stores. I've gotten chastised in museums because I reach out to stroke antique chairs, LOL.
 
I Am...
Seeing myself/Source through the eyes of "another"...
Touching myself/Source through the hands of "the other"

And you better believe that it is possible to Touch others on many other unlimited levels other than Physical Touching...but while I'm here on this planet, I'm enjoying the sense of Touch, LOL.

Oh and I LOVE Hugs!!!! In all forms!


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KittyHug


zebraLionHug


LoverAndBelovedAreOne

Big Hug


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What makes you feel wealthy?

Posted on Jun 12th, 2008 by Resurrected1 : Ariela the Quantum Leaper Resurrected1
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for June 07, 2008:

My Attitude towards Living.

The ability to count every little Blessing...and Blessings are not just "getting something" it is being open enough to Receive.

The greatest wealth comes from things that are "free". But people think of 'free' and they think   it's so worthless that people are giving it away for nothing. Sooo wrong! They need an attitude adjustment :-D Just like people who have millions but are miserable. How come? Because the material stuff Really doesn't matter. There's a void inside of them that they think can be filled with something physical.

There's a saying about Happiness, but it can be applied to Wealth...
"Happiness is not getting what you want...it's Wanting what you have."Open Mouth

And there it is...the attitude. When you cultivate an Attitude of Gratitude, everything and I mean EVERYTHING contributes to the Richness and Wealth within.

Personal life example...
At one of my places of work, my co-workers would tell me things like, "We know you're Rich, you just work here for fun to see how we Peasants live."
ROTFL
LMAO. Funny. What they didn't know was that back at home, I was living with a drunk and the only thing he put into the fridge was a case of beer. I was working to feed myself and my son.
I was working for our basic survival...but there I was, with my Attitude...that no matter what the outside circumstances may be...I Am One Obnoxiously Rich and Wealthy Woman Within.Rolling Eyes

And that, my friends, I carry with me whereever I go. Is there a flower blooming? There's my $$$ right there. Did someone just smile at me? There's more $$$. Am I healthy and able bodied today? WooHooo that's priceless!~ Smile
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When have you felt the most free?

Posted on Jun 13th, 2008 by Resurrected1 : Ariela the Quantum Leaper Resurrected1
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for June 13, 2008:

I feel the most free...

Every time another soul, spirit, mind, heart, woman, child, country has been Liberated and freed from oppressiveness and imprisonment.

I am not Free until we All are Free.

I would like to point you to an excellent response to this Q&R by my dear friend Prince Samme. His poem speaks volumes for what I feel about Freedom. Love You Samme!
So does every video clip that he chose to include...I couldn't have done it better myself.
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All Is In Suspense- The Final Moment

Posted on Jun 13th, 2008 by Resurrected1 : Ariela the Quantum Leaper Resurrected1
I received this from one of my Indigo Sites this morning, the Source was not given, but I would like to share it with everyone. I sooooo dig the new term "Powers That WERE" WooHoo! Spreading that far and wide!
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'ALL IS IN SUSPENSE: THE FINAL MOMENT THAT TPTW LOOSE THE GAME - OR NOT!

At this moment all is once again in suspense or, more accurately
`suspended'. The breath of the world is being held as the great movement
for positive change, the evolutionary jump, is awaited. The set pieces, the struggles over human consciousness, control of the money
supply and the other great control issues - have, to a large extent, now
played out. Yes, there is great turmoil going on at many levels, but
look beyond the noise and many distractions of the game to what needs to
happen next. The fence that so many in positions of power and influence
have been sitting on has become painful, so that
now, every player in this great control drama is being forced to choose:
`relinquish your control, or face what will happen when it is taken from you'.

Public awareness of what and who have really controlled the world has
grown exponentially. What is understood is, naturally, incomplete, for
there are many layers to the onion skin of deception and manipulation
that has taken advantage of humanity for so long. But now, a growing
number of the public are `on the case', and actively rooting around to
discover more. It is the pressures arising from public awareness,
particularly those who stand forth and speak their truth, that will
determine which way the fence-sitters will jump. If they think `they can
get away with it' they will go one way. If they think `we have been
found out' they will go the other. WE ARE THE DIFFERENCE!

The Powers That Were: this term is now beginning to spread, and it is
important that they are so labelled, for a universal adopting of this
name is effective in diminishing their public power. So, spread TPTW and
explain why it is part of the de-programming of the `we are
controlled' consciousness
of most of humanity, the automatic and
unthinking acceptance that we are always subject to control by others.
And the wholesale giving away of our power that
goes with it. Each of us has great powers of magic, manifestation,
healing and many others extraordinary faculties - but for many, many
generations we have been relentlessly programmed to deny such abilities,
until we have all but forgotten them in the rush to accept subservience
to the usurpers. This, the giving away of power to anyone that demands
it, as much as any other single factor, stands in the way of our
personal sovereignty. In the face of powerful, long-term programming it
takes our pro-active awareness, and many small acts of personally brave
consciousness- shifting, to move beyond it.

Much of the reaction of TPTW to current events is still driven by gross
arrogance, those dynasties who have held power for so many
generations, in such an absolute yet, until recently, publicly subtle
form, they cannot believe that the end has come. Even though fear
is spreading amongst many of them like wildfire, they still keep trying
to raise the next scam, to find another level at which to re-assert
their assumed mastery over humanity. Like an army that is about to lose
a great battle, just before succumbing they are at their most desperate,
and thus their most dangerous. There is a mentality amongst some of them
that would sacrifice all if they cannot win, although this is now far
more contained than it was even a few months ago. We must not let our
guard slip at this vital moment, this final nexus of change.

Encouragingly, there is much fighting amonst themselves - a clear sign
of structural breakdown within the control structures that have always
served TPTW so well. Their very own 'Berlin Wall!'

The key ingredient that will now determine the outcome as many in
positions of power and authority are forced off the fence is human
consciousness. Do we know what we want to a sufficient extent? Are we
beginning to point in a single, clearly defined direction, or are TPTW
still effective in setting group against group, individual against
individual? Is there a vision we hold and can evolve as to where we are
going? Is there a new form of leadership, probably to be very widely
shared, that can take us there without dying from dissent? What is your
personal reaction to those who stand against TPTW, do you
feel the need to argue with everyone who takes a strong position, or do
you look for the common ground, the synergies that create those positive
flows of passion and commitment that will win the day?

If we fight each other now, the result is entropy. Our initiatives for
freedom and our visions of a new reality will wither on the vine. TPTW
will once again be in the ascendancy. But, if we focus on finding ways
to work together, accepting our many differences in the name of a common
higher purpose, then The New Reality will be birthed, and a new chapter
of human history will open.

So, for many of us too, it is time to finally choose. For those who are
aware of what is going on, even if dimly, our own fences have become an
instrument of great discomfort. Like TPTW there can be no more fence
sitting for us, either.

Go Well! And, if you are still balancing there, find somewhere more
comfortable than that fence! 
 Raise The Roof 1 

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How do you respond to being alone?

Posted on Jun 14th, 2008 by Resurrected1 : Ariela the Quantum Leaper Resurrected1
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for June 14, 2008:

I get naked and roll around on the floor laughing my ass off like this...
ROTFL
LOL LOL LOL :-D

I looooooove being alone. I love hearing my own thoughts...God's thoughts...Heart thoughts.
I love not having to react or deal with another person's moodiness (this way I can be the only moody MoonChild, LOL)

Don't get me wrong...I adore being around people too...but it's absolutely necessary for me to afterwards, go off on my own to get back to my own Center.

As a Cancerian and Water Sign, I have the tendency to take on everyone else's thoughts, feelings, emotions and vibes....so I have to be alone to release all that isn't "My Stuff"

Ohhh...I know alot of people don't like to be alone because they don't want to hear those inner thoughts...But I Love It...I don't have an Inner Critic (dealt with that when I was a teenager)...I have an Inner Lover and Supporter and Cheerleader....and Comedian, LMAO :-D

MyWorld.jpg picture by IAmDivinity
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What would you like all fathers to know?

Posted on Jun 15th, 2008 by Resurrected1 : Ariela the Quantum Leaper Resurrected1
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for June 15, 2008:

I would like all Fathers to know how important One-on-One time is with each Child you have.

I Appreciate all those Moments that I had with my father today...('cause, hey...only You can speak for your own relationship you have with Him, as I do with mine *giggle*)

    
Blow Kiss
   
Will Smith-Just The Two Of Us

My Father was as Devoted to me as I was to Him. This is the 5th year without him, but I still am learning from him. My Father is a Real Part of Me. He's in my blood, flesh, mind, heart, in my cells, my DNA, my face...literally my face :-D He will never be apart from me. He is my Blood Brother to the Nth Power, LOL.

Bow To Each Other


Through Him I feel that Awesome Power that is the Divine Masculine...the Divine Father. Just a little bit...a tiny whisper of this Force...of which I am much too limited in this physical body to experience or even confer the Full Magnificence of this Source of Love.
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Umm...well...as I see it, lol.
Happy Father's Day to all the Daddies and to all the Women playing the Daddy role...as I've said before, I've been told "Happy Father's Day" LOL. I honor and appreciate the Father in Myself and in You also~~~<3
 
Fathers Day Gift


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What do you find mysterious?

Posted on Jun 16th, 2008 by Resurrected1 : Ariela the Quantum Leaper Resurrected1
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for June 16, 2008:

 Thinking 
Hmm...I find it mysterious that people want to always explain mysteries and figure it out...and have some sort of scientific rationalization for it.

Which...

Makes everything Lose its Magic because you now dismiss the Wonder and Awe as some reaction of this and that.
Electricity is a mystery...scientists STILL can't explain it. It is a Force that cannot be explained. But it's something you already take for granted.
Do you ever stop to think about colors in this world? Scientists tell you all sorts of crap about how the color is not really there, it's all from Light's refractions and reflections. So what IS the true color of everything? Black and white? Shades of Grey?

By just witnessing and observing, Our Eyes color this world!

Um...what was the question again? LOL
Oh yeah...well, I Love Mystery. I Love the fact that people tell me I'm so mysterious (LOL). I love all that cannot be explained, and I like to leave it that way.

For example:
I had an experience, after meditation, shortly before I joined Zaadz (Gaia)...where I opened my   eyes and a dandelion fluff (a 'wish') came in through a 1 inch gap in my window and hung suspended in midair in front of me...absolutely still...just...levitating there...for the longest time. I realized it wasn't going to move until I moved it. I caught it gently between my palms, brought it to my Heart, infused it with Love for All, brought it to my lips and blew the breath of Life into it...and released it to the World.

Soooo....
Sure I could 'explain' it and say it was caught in some kind of cross current of air or something like that...

But why would I?
I Dunno
This was a MAGICKAL Moment....and should stand as that alone.

Thank You for reading...
Wishing you Magick, Wonder and Awe...
With no explanations :-D
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When was the last time you felt at peace?

Posted on Jun 17th, 2008 by Resurrected1 : Ariela the Quantum Leaper Resurrected1
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for June 17, 2008:

Every Moment Of My Life.
Truly. I Am at Peace with All of it.. :-)

For me to want Peace, to see Peace, to 'make' Peace, to have Peace...
I have to BE Peace.

It is a truly Onederful place/thing to be.

It's almost like asking me...When was the last time you had a Brain? LMAO :-D
It's always with me, on the inside. You don't have to see it to know that I have one, and I don't have to pull it out to prove it to you.
You'll just know that I have a Brain and Peace within me. Just listen in the Silence ;-)
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Is your mind a safe place to be?

Posted on Jun 18th, 2008 by Resurrected1 : Ariela the Quantum Leaper Resurrected1
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for June 18, 2008:

ROTFLMAO!!! :-D Now, that's funny! Are you serious? Hahahhahaa....(I sooo need a snickering Smiley, LOL)

Well, sure my mind is a safe place to be! And whoever says theirs isn't, must be out of their minds! LOL :-D (well, that would actually explain why people try to get into OTHER people's heads!)

Welcome to my Mind! Firstly, there's a message on the door to enter:

thumb_message_avatar_37.jpg VoicesInHeadLOL picture by IAmDivinity

Then there's this guy. I don't know what he's doing in there, other than holding up messages all the time, LOL. I think they call him "WiseGuy" :-D

MessageLOL.jpg World's A Stage picture by IAmDivinity

Don't worry...though My Mind is a Vast and Complex place, there are plenty of signposts along the way...and a few reminders and warnings...

childrenUsign_ad.jpg NoChildLeftBehindLOL picture by IAmDivinity

And no worries about an Inner Critic...I've got her safely situated...I got tired
of her comments and criticisms...like so...

urcommentsux.gif picture by IAmDivinity

Ohh...everyone say hi to Ganesh! He removed all the obstacles and walls in here. Now the place is nice and open :-D

Ganesh.jpg picture by IAmDivinity
Here's where I keep all the Magic Dust (gotta keep the memories sparkly y'know)....
animated.gif image by IAmDivinity
And well...we'll be here forever if I take you on a tour of the whole place! But see! It's a wonderful place to be! I'll just share some with you little by little every day, ok?
Don't wanna overwhelm anyone ;-)
DO stop in to meditate with the gnome before you go...

namastele4.jpg image by IAmDivinity

Okay...Thank You for visiting, as always.
WHAAAT? OH HEYYYY...you weren't supposed to see THIS...
It's supposed to be invisible to outsiders.
What's that? You're inside? Oh yeahhhh....
LMAO :-D

  peace.jpg picture by IAmDivinity
(I can picture in my mind a world without war, a world without hate. I can also picture in my mind me taking over that world, because they would never expect it.)
ROTFL
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When have you felt most in balance?

Posted on Jun 20th, 2008 by Resurrected1 : Ariela the Quantum Leaper Resurrected1
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for June 20, 2008:

Don't know.
I think I'm pretty balanced all the time...(a vacation would be nice, but that's hasn't been do-able in the last 4 years with a special-needs child...and I have my daily get-aways once everyone's asleep, lol...I Adore the nighttime!)

I think I fit it all in...work/ play...up time/ down time...people time/ alone time...teaching/ learning...rest/ exercise...masculine side/ feminine side...inner devil/ outer Angel, LOL :-D
I even have an art album here (and elsewhere) named, "The Balance", LOL. (lots of Tao pics and the blending/ integration of any two 'opposites')

Every single interpretation thingy I've done all state how Balanced I am :-D
That probably comes from having two of the larger planets in Libra. (Jupiter and Uranus)

Now, if you mean that question Literally...I'd have to say that I'm experiencing some Vertigo! The Earth feels like its Quickening and I've been slightly stumbling!
But you knew The Shift was coming, didn't you? :-D
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What are your rituals or beliefs around food?

Posted on Jun 22nd, 2008 by Resurrected1 : Ariela the Quantum Leaper Resurrected1
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for June 22, 2008:

    LMAO.
I hardly eat. You can ask anyone who knows me, they all wonder how I'm still Alive :-D 
  And at a good weight too Smile

My mother used to tell me, "How does God keep you?!" My answer to that is, "Don't wonder Why or How...He/She just Does.") LOL Tongue Out
And my sister used to say that I eat via osmosis. LMAO Lol

Let's see now...In my younger years, I scared everyone because I didn't eat...or when I did, it was a baby-sized portion. In my teenage years, I discovered that I could eat like a little piglet and wouldn't gain any weight either. Open Mouth

But now...well...my body is very, very efficient, taking what it needs and the rest is eliminated almost immediately after eating. I don't think my body Likes Physical and Material Food. It would prefer to eat Sunshine and Rain like Mother Earth does.

What I DO eat? I could live off of Fruit for the rest of my life! Yum Yum Yum! (and actually, I think Fruitarian is the step before becoming a Lightarian)...I mean...if I HAD to eat Something, it would be Fruit. Rolling Eyes

I also suck big time in the cooking department...I'd rather "cook" things that don't need cooking. Raw Foods. And I DO have a soft spot for Pasta. LOL.

OH! Guess what my contribution always was during meal preparations during childhood.
Salad. Hahahhahahhahahaahaha :-D My parents could yell at me till the cows came home before they could get me to touch meat.    Sick 

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Birthday Blog!!! :-D

Posted on Jun 25th, 2008 by Resurrected1 : Ariela the Quantum Leaper Resurrected1