I got into trouble for the typical Indigo Child stuff...
Questioning Authority...always asking why...wanting to know the reasoning behind "the way things are"...wanting to change "the way things are"...for implementing new ways of doing things...for speaking up and out...for bringing into Light that which was s'posed to be hidden...
Usurping the throne...
  

 
The Age of Aquarius. 

  None of them.
I went to Life School, where I learned everything I need to know.
(that's similar to the School of Hard Knocks, but without the Hard Knocks, lol)
What I learned is not taught in any class.
=)

Seriously, I think back to every class I've ever taken and none are useful to me.

  
Why fight to be in control? That's like fighting to swim upstream...it just tires you out.
Come on in, the Chaos feels fine, LOL =)

Whenever I thought I had things "under control", well...guess Who shows up to test me?
Oh, I get to manage things, but I don't control anything. Not a thing. That's fine with me, because it's tooooooooo much work to keep the planets in the correct orbits ;-)

(please don't take offense to any of this...I respect all religions and love my Creator.)

Dontcha Know...



I've been stalked and harassed by religious folk so....



I learned the video game version too...LOL...

A Dedication to all of my Friends here (and potential ones)...
Thank You for your Precious Friendship, Love and Support!

And a Happy Valentine's Day to each and every one of you!
 

 
I'll be saying what I always say when looking back and reflecting...

You've Come A Loooooooooong Way, Baby!
=) 

You know what?
I don't want to ask ANYONE...I want to see Firsthand for myself and make my own observations. I don't like second-hand information and hearsay. I don't even like History Books and accounts of events because they are just one person's interpretations. (Who knows if they weren't delusional? I question some peoples' perceptions, lol)

What really happened to Jesus? How did the pyramids really get constructed? Who killed JFK and Martin Luther King? Blah, blah, blah... ad infinitum....

All of it....I want to be able to see what really happened MYSELF.
Yeah, okay...guess I need a Time Machine, LOL =)

I'd like to finish the "mission" I have with my family...Geeeeeez, I haven't even dented their darkness with my Light. Any Love, Light and Energy sent towards them just disappears like they're a black hole.

As much advice I give people about reconnecting with loved ones...sigh....and I can't accomplish it myself. It sucks. I don't want any glory, acknowledgment, admiration or anything...I just want them to open their hearts...to Life and Love...to Unity and Solidarity.

Tag! I'm IT again! Tagged by Joy Bringer Darina =)

What is your idea of perfect happiness?

Being able to bring any dream into reality...at Will.

What is your greatest fear?
Fear Itself.

Which historical figure do you most identify with?
Do I most IDENTIFY with? Jesus Christ...Condemned and Crucified by the ones he came to save.

Which living person do you most admire?

What is the trait you most deplore in yourself.

I deplore nothing about myself. I accept and love myself unconditionally. All of me.

What is the trait you most deplore in others?

Impatience.

What is your greatest extravagance?

Books (I still have my childhood books...all the classics)...oh and Candles =)

What is your favorite journey?

The Journey Within.

What do you consider the most overrated virtue?

I have no idea. Blind Acceptance maybe...sometimes we need to Wake Up and realize some things CAN and ought to be changed.
  
On what occasion do you lie?

I couldn't even tell you the last time I did....But probably to protect children and the innocent.

Which living person do you most despise?
That entity that jumps into people's bodies...its name is Greed.

Which words or phrases do you most overuse?
LOL. No, really...LOL. I thought I'd never use it...and now I can't stop.

What is your greatest regret?
Thinking about boys instead of High School.

What or who is the greatest love of your life?

Divinity...The Universe...Mother and Father God.

Which talent would you most like to have?
I'd like to be able to play songs on the piano by ear. (No, not WITH my ear, lol)

What is your current state of mind?
Sane. LOL. Umm...open and receptive, peaceful and serene.

If you could change one thing about your family, what would it be?

That I'd have a different one, LOL...No, I'd open their Hearts to The Truth of a person.

What do you consider your greatest achievement?
Oh plenty....but I'd have to say Giving Birth to wonderful little Mini-Me's, LOL

If you were to die and come back as a person or thing, what do you think it would be?

I DID die and came back...guess what? I'm still ME. LOL. You can't get away from yourself, you know...not even Death can separate You from You. (hear that, sinners? So Stop it...Death won't save you from what you've done.)

If you could choose what to come back as, what would it be?

I want to be a Shaolin Monk...or a Jedi Master...yeahhhh...

What is your most treasured possession?

My Heart. My Spirit. The Spark of the Divine residing within me.
Oh and my books, LOL.

What do you regard as the lowest depth of misery?

Where would you like to live?
Here....in any one of Kagaya's pictures...

What is your favorite occupation?

Anything that is in Loving Service to Mankind and the Earth.
  
What is your most marked characteristic?

The Inner Peace I carry with me everywhere I go. People calm down when I'm nearby...I'm like Natural Valium. LOL.

What is the quality you most like in a man?

Unrepressed Anima...Compassion...Considerate....Secure...Honesty...Sense of Humour.

What is the quality you most like in a woman?

Same things!

What do you most value in your friends?

Their Love and Support, even without saying a word....I feel you.

Who are your favorite writers?
Neale Donald Walsch. Maya Angelou. Dean Koontz. Stephen King, Rumi, Ram Dass, Eric   Butterworth, TD Jakes, Linda Goodman, Ernest Holmes, Masaru Emoto...oh there are soooo many!

Who are your heroes in real life?

Don't know. No one's been my Hero... Myself, I suppose...since I'm the one saving Myself.

What are your favorite names?

I love "J" names! I don't know why!!! All my kids have J names...I also like names that MEAN something amazing and powerful.

What is it that you most dislike?
Unrefined eating manners...impatience...apathy...

How would you like to die?

In my sleep, so when I wake up, I wouldn't know the difference between this life and the next, LOL.

What is your motto?

"Love your enemies...It pisses them off."..."All is Love, Love is All."


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I'd like to untangle that damn mess called War and all the ugly little things that go along with it...Racism...Hatred...Aggression...Icky, What a Bloody Mess...literally.

  
  I remember when the tenants moved out and I was about 6....I would go upstairs and play with all the stuff they left. Oooooooh...all the interesting stuff left for me to play with!
I played on a HARP, of all things, hahahaha...and an organ...and an accordian. I had loads of fun playing chords (before I knew what chords WERE...I just liked the Harmony)

I remember turning EVERY room into my bedroom. My dad once talked about building some BIG cupboards on the wall and the only thing I could think about was, "Can you make it deep enough for me to sleep in? That would be so cool." LMAO.
  
I remember that for a while my neighborhood was pretty much treeless. Little did   anyone   know that behind MY house, we had a great big old tree, that I pretty much grew up "knowing" ...and loving!

I remember sleeping on the rooftop with my dad...watching the stars...and some unidentified flying objects...(I grew up doing that...and admiring the nightlit Twin Towers...)


I remember that across our back deck, there was an abandoned house. (Condos Now) And when the window finally fell out 'on its own', my brothers talked me into climbing in there and exploring with them (Whaaat? Explore? Heck Yeah! Don't have to ask me twice!)...and there was a zillion cats living in there...and we went down to other floors...and my leg fell through the rotted wooden floor...and I screamed 'cause I could see the basement...and...my brothers ran and left me there when I screamed. (probably thought it was Freddy Kreuger and damned if THEY were gonna get clawed to death)...

...Ahhhhh....those were the good old days...

The Brightness of the individual Lights gathered here....
The collective Vibe of Ascension...
The safety of open and compassionate Hearts...
And you...and you...and you...and YOU...and me...and WE.

This song makes me vibrate, LOL =)
Thought I'd share...Goapele's "Closer"

Common Sense.

My Sense of Humour.

Seriously though...I think my 6th Sense...the things that are left unsaid...feelings that are not shown...thoughts that are not spoken...knowledge of events that I was "too young to remember"...knowing things that no one has ever mentioned to another soul...seeing things hardly anyone else sees...dancing to music that only I hear, LOL =)